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Getting Better     I don't think I need to get better because I'm not sick; I'm far from sick, I'm okay because what I'm doing is my own self medication. I don't need any medicines to make me happy, even though other people think so, I have control over my weight and what I eat and get rid of.        That's all I ever needed was the control over something because I had control over nothing; my best friend just killed herself, I'm not getting along with my parents and everything is going in a spiral and I'm falling. I have nobody at school; they're all focused on anime and manga or on other things, Getting Better
by ~xlashingcriesx
Poem: I'm Still HereI'm still here  I'm still alive  Do you see me?  Can you hear me?   
You walk right past me in the halls  I'm still here  You laugh and you joke  And you tease and you date  But you don't hear me speak  I'm still here   
You cry over breakups  Get into accidents that aren't fatale  But you don't see me  I'm still here   
I try to call you  You don't hear your phone  You don't pick up  I'm still here   
I tried to talk you  But you didn't hear me  You didn't listen  I'm still here Poem: I'm Still Here
by ~xlashingcriesx
Poem: GhostYou are all around me  Whisper softly your words  To me  Like the ghost that haunts me  All around me   
Tell me your story  Speak of your past  Do not leave me in eternal darkness  Alone  Be like a ghost  Haunt me  Do not forget me   
All around me  you stalk me  like a monster in the night  The ghost that is forever Poem: Ghost
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If IIf I said  Goodbye  Would you be there  To keep me around?   
If I said  That I needed help  Would you be there  To support me?   
If I said  That I was finally leaving  That I had enough  Would you try to keep me there?   
If I said  That I needed support  Would you ignore me?  Or would you be there to help me?   
If I said  If I said  If I said   
If I said  That I needed a reason to  Stay around  Would you give me one?   
If I said  If I said   
If I cried out for help  Would y If I
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Meeh

Tue Nov 17, 2009, 7:08 PM
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Castle Down-Emilie Autumn
I watched "Prayers for Bobby" today on YouTube; I saw it before and it still makes me sad.

How could a family do that to their own member? Deny him because he's gay and they pray that he goes straight? I sometimes wonder...

anyways, ignore me, I'm not doing okay but I'll spare the details. I have a doctors appointment tomorrow concerning my weight. Again. >>; at least my ulcer cleared up a few weeks ago.

I hate these doctors appointments because it's a reminder that people believe that I'm sick.

Anyways; I might be creating a new account on here for all of my chapter stories, espcially for one that I'll be working on.

Over and out.

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  • Current Residence: North Dakota (...hate it here)
  • Interests: reading, writing
  • Favourite movie: Full Metal Alchemist: Conqueror of Shambala
  • Favourite band or musician: Good Charlotte
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe
  • MP3 player of choice: Creative ZEN/Sansa
  • Favourite game: Zelda: Ocarina of Time
  • Favourite gaming platform: DDR
  • Favourite cartoon character: Alot
  • Personal Quote: People bare different scars, some on their mind, some on their heart and some even on their bodies

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~Gailardia Nov 10, 2009, 1:35:59 AM
Thank you for the :iconplusfav: !! :hug:

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~xlashingcriesx Nov 10, 2009, 1:32:25 PM
np! =3

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never tick of the old people; they'll beat you with purses and canes.
-Me
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~Gailardia Nov 11, 2009, 12:31:13 AM
^-^ :hug:

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~Imeria Oct 30, 2009, 4:05:38 PM
Thanks for the fave! :hug:

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~xlashingcriesx Oct 30, 2009, 4:15:33 PM
you're welcome =)

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never tick of the old people; they'll beat you with purses and canes.
-Me
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~Cute-Eve Oct 27, 2009, 12:38:43 PM
:iconbackhug: its been awhile ^^

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Ladies, im single and looking for someone.

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~xlashingcriesx Oct 27, 2009, 12:52:12 PM
:glomp:

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never tick of the old people; they'll beat you with purses and canes.
-Me
:iconcute-eve:
~Cute-Eve Oct 27, 2009, 1:46:21 PM
:iconredbullglompplz: so what have you been up to?

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Ladies, im single and looking for someone.

Wall-E: Eeeee... aah.

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~xlashingcriesx Oct 29, 2009, 4:19:05 PM
school and work.

how about you?

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never tick of the old people; they'll beat you with purses and canes.
-Me
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~Cute-Eve Oct 29, 2009, 6:52:43 PM
School, drawing, and countless days of research.

how do you feel?

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Ladies, im single and looking for someone.

Wall-E: Eeeee... aah.

Me: "EVE"! "EVE"!

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